Hamilton Howard Fish, or Albert Fish was an American serial killer, rapist and cannibal, and is most known for his abduction and murder of Grace Bud, the guy was a massive freak but has been a part of my life since I was 15 and he hasn't stopped tormenting my brain since.

Born May 16th, 1870, his life sucked massively, he spent most of his time in an orphanage due to his parents passing, in which he was beaten and whipped, after a while he began to develop erections due to it, which he was teased for by the other orphans; I can't blame him, getting whipped is hot.

During this time he also realized that he was gay, and started a relationship with another boy at the age of 12, where he'd drink his piss and eat his shit, I told you this guy was a weido.

In 1890 he became a male escort, ontop of that, he'd rape young boys on the side, even after his arranged marriage , however, his wife would leave him in 1917.

Thomas Bedden would be his first victim in 1910, and yet again in 1919. A "fun" fact to know was that many of his victims were either retarded (medically) or black, due to him believing that nobody would miss them or any time would be put into there absencene -- he wasn't wrong, due to the lack of police records or really anything relating to these victims.

Everybody knows the whole Grace Bud story, guy sees an ad in the paper, goes to the families house and decides to kill her instead. I'll transcibe the letter here and leave it up as an image if you want to take a read of what he sent, I'm impressed the guy was this good at writing, man would have made a killer (pun indeed) horror fiction author.

"Dear Mrs. Budd. In 1894 a friend of mine shipped as a deck hand on the Steamer Tacoma, Capt. John Davis. They sailed from San Francisco for Hong Kong, China. On arriving there he and two others went ashore and got drunk. When they returned the boat was gone. At that time there was famine in China. Meat of any kind was from $1-3 per pound. So great was the suffering among the very poor that all children under 12 were sold for food in order to keep others from starving. A boy or girl under 14 was not safe in the street. You could go in any shop and ask for steak—chops—or stew meat. Part of the naked body of a boy or girl would be brought out and just what you wanted cut from it. A boy or girl's behind which is the sweetest part of the body and sold as veal cutlet brought the highest price. John staid [sic] there so long he acquired a taste for human flesh. On his return to N.Y. he stole two boys, one 7 and one 11. Took them to his home stripped them naked tied them in a closet. Then burned everything they had on. Several times every day and night he spanked them — tortured them — to make their meat good and tender. First he killed the 11 year old boy, because he had the fattest ass and of course the most meat on it. Every part of his body was cooked and eaten except the head—bones and guts. He was roasted in the oven (all of his ass), boiled, broiled, fried and stewed. The little boy was next, went the same way. At that time, I was living at 409 E 100 St. near—right side. He told me so often how good human flesh was I made up my mind to taste it.

On Sunday June the 3, 1928 I called on you at 406 W 15 St. Brought you pot cheese—strawberries. We had lunch. Grace sat in my lap and kissed me. I made up my mind to eat her. On the pretense of taking her to a party. You said yes she could go. I took her to an empty house in Westchester I had already picked out. When we got there, I told her to remain outside. She picked wildflowers. I went upstairs and stripped all my clothes off. I knew if I did not I would get her blood on them. When all was ready I went to the window and called her. Then I hid in a closet until she was in the room. When she saw me all naked she began to cry and tried to run down the stairs. I grabbed her and she said she would tell her mamma. First I stripped her naked. How she did kick — bite and scratch. I choked her to death, then cut her in small pieces so I could take my meat to my rooms. Cook and eat it. How sweet and tender her little ass was roasted in the oven. It took me 9 days to eat her entire body. I did not fuck her tho I could of had I wished. She died a virgin."

He was eletrocuted in 1936, and no, he did not make sparks due to his dick having needles in it, I wish it did though, that sounds sexy as shit.

Obviously child rapists are bad, but the guy was a kinky bastard, you didn't read that part wrong up there either! He would insert needles and pins into his urthera, as well as hang out in brothels to have men whip and beat him. Usually I'm not the type of of guy who is really into actual real life freaks, but Fish has a special place in my heart for slipping me further into depravity, I'd fuck him -- or let him fuck me, I wouldn't mind either, honestly.