qna, and some other misc items


favorite colour; browns, dark blues / greens, pale colors and black .

currently reading; the hungry ocean and the picture of dorian grey .

last song; i've decided to marry you from a gentleman's guide to love and murder, it will NOT leave me the fuck alone !! i may hate musical theater kids but musicals have a place in my heart for making me feel things .

last series; i've been slowly making my way through frasier, niles crane is my favorite gay-coded character.

last film; umm the suicide squad sadly, also i rewatched a dangerous method again bc i LOVE psychosexual dramas .

sweet, savory or spicy ; spicy ! esp if its a hot meal, that shit is good.

craving; a dq blizzard or a bibimbap ...

currently working on; so i have like, a few terror fics i want to work on, after like, taking a break from writing for a few days, some worldbuilding for my 19th century esq alt earth. as well i wanna like, actually go back to one of my books bc i just, wrote a little bit of it and then just stopped . i have a lot to work on but i'm ready to put in the effort !




why are you so open about your suicidal thoughts? ; i feel like it's important to talk about it, and the more you talk about it, the less it's like...considered a "bad" thing. obviously suicide isn't good, but it is a part of life, and you can't do much about it other than live through it . i suppose .

why are you pro-cutting? ; you know how i said above that keeping emotions locked up is bad? and how discourging and painting things black is bad? it's the same with cutting, i believe that it is an extremely good way of relief, that, as long as you do it to hurt , not to die then it's good . again, it's my opinion, take of it with what you will .

"thou" pronouns, what are you, an sjw? ; yeah. and what about it ? literally nobody cares, just call me by he/his then, you fucking moron .

what do you want to do in the future? ; i want to be a writer more than anything else, or rather, an artisan, i love creating things and making content, tearing a part other media or looking at it in a new light, it's my biggest passionate and i'd love to have that as my career .